I have woken up in a better mood.

I don't know how long it will last.

Thank you everyone who has emailed or texted or called or sent me a private message. Your kindness has been wonderful and has brought me a lot of strength. Even if you don't know what's going on it's still be nice to feel so cared for.

I honestly don't know how long this brighter outlook will last, I'm just relishing the fact that it's here. If it's not gone by around 3.30pm then I think that's when it'll go as that's when I'm heading off to the UK without Brad. This is the last thing I need right now but I have no choice in it. It's strange to think I'm moaning about having no choice but to go back to the UK and see my friends and family but it's true. I need to stay here. Oh well, it can't be helped.

Now for the gift for Rampage that Row will like.

Rampers, remember the conversation we had about Lord of the Rings and how SHIT they all are and how in Clerks 2 there was a brilliant explanation of all three films... well here it is... the actual part I'm on about comes at around 2.20 but the whole scene is fucking funny!