I honestly don't think I've been this fucked off in a long while.
I'm not depressed, I've been there and I know it's not that, I'm pissed off.
So incredibly pissed off.
So much is going wrong, lots of small things that are building up and I'm slowly losing the will to deal with them all. Just when things begin to look up something comes along and proves to me that I was wrong and things aren't looking up at all and to add insult to injury the problem marches up and kicks me in the bollocks just so I don't get too comfortable.
I'm pissed off, angry, fed up, sore and all I want to do is curl up and cry myself to sleep but I don't even have the energy to do that. I like a good cry. I think more people should cry. It can often sort everything out. Right now though I'm passed that stage.
Fuck it.