I cannot get warm today.
I don't think I'm coming down with anything. I usually know well in advance. I could give an employer 30 days notice of sick leave - apart from accidents! Haven't had one of them in a while! In fact it was August last year - the leg in a cast - remember that? Oh the pain! My leg twanged again the other day. Or so I thought. It was actually my jeans getting stuck on the bottom of my show but it still gave me a scare.
I feel like I'm losing a little direction. Not in life but with blogging. I'm not going to leave, I'm not having one of those mood swings, but I can remember a time when I had something to say, when I have thoughts and feelings that I'd want to blog but now, I don't know if it's the lack of internet access, but now I feel like I'm just writing/typing/blogging for the sake of having something to type.
I've also started to wonder just who reads this. I know there are quite a few people who read but don't comment as they text me or email me and mention things they've read about but what about those that read and don't comment or text me or email. What if an ex is reading? There are some I wouldn't mind reading as it would be nice to catch up with them but there are others I'd rather stay away from and would do all I could to keep them out my life. To my shame I have quite a few ex's. Boredom was never a problem. I wonder if I was?
So I'm sat in the kitchen, watching the farmer go past, watching the trees filled with birds. I should get the camera out. Talking of camera I have finally found a use for our village hall. For those of you that don't know we have a village hall attached to the side of the house. I'm going to use it as a photography studio! It's about time I had one of those and the room is ideal for it. I wonder how much an advert in the paper is?
Right, time to head into town. I have to post a Garda form and then find someone's wireless internet to steal so I can blog this.
TTFN x