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I’m trying not to care about the fact that Charley might be leaving us by Monday. He has been a pain in the rear end for the last few months and basically caused me a load of stress I could do without. At the moment it’s very much ”Do what you like just leave me alone!” situation just for a quiet life, and that pisses me off as I think I’d rather he knew he can’t behave like that, but then I think ’well he won’t be with us soon’ and everything seems fine. Of course, now though when I say think that he won’t be with us soon it’s actually true and I’m getting feelings that I don’t want.

I don’t want to care but I think I do.

Love Survey
You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY!!

[01] Do you still think about your ex?
Yes – but it’s only think as in ”I’m better off without you!”

[02] Have you ever been heartbroken?
Yes

03] What Movie reminds you of your current boyfriend, girlfriend or ex?
Romeo & Juliet reminds me of Stuart
The Blues Brothers or Risky Business reminds me of Derek.
Run Lola Run reminds me of Brad.

[04] How many times have you honestly thought you loved someone?
Three

[05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul mate?
Yes

[06] What is your current relationship problem?
None.

[07] Have you ever loved 2 people at the same time?
Loved – no. Had a relationship with – Yes.

[08] Your thoughts of your best friend and your ex?
Have more than one best mate, my ex is a cunt.

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as more than a friend?
Yes.

[10] Do you believe in second chances?
Yes

[11] Have u ever been kissed underneath the fire works?
Yes

[12] What is your favourite colour(s)?
Green or Red

[14] Do you believe you only love once?
No, but love everyone differently

[15]Could u marry someone right now?
Yes.

[16] At what age did you start noticing the opposite sex?
Never have.

[17] What song reminds you of your ex or current boyfriend/girlfriend.
Anything by Savage Garden reminds me of Stuart, although I wish it didn’t
The Grease Megamix reminds me of Derek (Oh the shame!)
Anything by No Doubt or Gwen Stephanie reminds me of Brad

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
Yes.

[19] Do you like anyone?
Yes.

[20] Do you care about someone who is not with you or know about your feelings?
Ermm… no I don’t think so. Those who know I care about them know about it. I think.

...I really want to smoke!

Just handed my notice in...