Tomorrow at 11.30am I have a meeting with a Glenda Morgan. She’s the woman who runs the Smoking Cessation clinic for our area.
I blame Rachel!
Rach, my sis, came down to see us a few weeks ends ago and told me all about Zyban and how wonderful it is and how she has given up!
I booked my appointment last week and I’m going to beg for Zyban. I think they’ll try me on patches first but I’ve done that and they didn’t work. I want Zyban.
Of course… I have to want to give up first and already I’m trying to come up with reason as to why I want have to smoke! I do this every time. I stop smoking and then find 101 reasons to why I must smoke. The reason could be medical, psychological, crap, but it’s a reason and it gives me the excuse I need!
“Bradley, I have to smoke or I’ll get hives!”
“If I don’t smoke I’ll explode!”
“Cigarettes are made to be smoked and I’d be shirking my civic duty if I didn’t smoke them!”
“BECAUSE I WANT TO!”
Well we’ll see how tomorrow goes!
Right, time to go home!